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living dead then lovewhy is it that hes the only one capable of raising my pulse? or making my heart skip a beat? i mean so little to him in comparison to him to me. how can he have such a great power that he doesnt want or even acknowledge? he is my everything. no one has yet to even compare. i try to leave room to hope that someday i will find someone/ or be found by someone who will make all the pain i have left from him go away knowing in my subconscious that could never possibly happen because no one will ever be able to get through the huge lock and key i have around my emotions. i feel bad for the people wholiving dead then love
by ~devilsrose666
its worth so much morewhat would you doits worth so much more
if your hope and dreams
come tumbling down
right before you?
would you sit back and an let them slip away
or would you do everything possible to try and reach for them?
i would reach for them
anything worth dreaming
is worth the time and effort.
when you love something you should let it go?
i dont think so
i think when you love something you should hang on for the bumpy ride!
small things others let go.. i ponder about for what seems to be eternity
by ~devilsrose666
Untitled2Anger driven emotions, hidden by my insanity. Deep thoughts and insights, blocked by the confusion. Timid, shy, careless masked by boisterous claims and paranoia. Love for a woman, repressed by the hate of myself. Young, innocent, naive, forced to grow up too quickly. Kept in chains until my mind is released by drugs. Wrapped in guilt and sorrow, but forced to act happy for my brother. My mouth spews forth insults, all really meant for me. Weakness, vulnerability, and intimacy, killed by pain. Self-esteem lowered by manic-depressiUntitled2
by ~devilsrose666
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Learning To LiveSparkling choices of desires left untouched. I’ve been shining and couldn’t even see the changes. Friends have come and gone.Learning To Live
I’ve been left alone and even though I’ve been screaming I know I’m still smiling somewhere.
Bumpy roads have left my soul, unchanged. What differences could never be found when the world kept me hidden within my hole. Thought of giving up, ending the repeating cycle. I found my comfort, my piece of mind holding me close together for every night in which I wanted to loose myself.
Walked away, only to resurface somewhere else down the road.
by ~BlackDragon311
The GirlI was always the girl Who just understood, without the need for questions asked; I was always the girl Who found it so easy, and shot to the top of the class. I was always the girl Who could cope with the work, while her friends fell back and struggled on; I was always the girl Who could solve her own problems at times when it all went wrong.The Girl
But now everything’s changed, With these two years I face, And it’s not quite so simple these days…
‘Cause now I’m the girl Who doesn’t understand, and can’t find the questions to ask;
by *Kezzi-Rose
learning to love through loss.the soliloquy is a bitter embryo shivering against my lips. it hesitates in that wearylearning to love through loss.
doorjamb between silences (one with wide eyes
and one with closed), and i am dizzy with decisions.
swaying like a rocking chair in the arms of a windy summer, i falter. impotency,
ever inequitable, spills my
sentences into the evening.
breathless prose scatters: an infant born too soon. he shudders, blinded by
the light and deafened by the screams. my own frail fingers reach out to pull him back into darkness, but he is beyond
by ~emilyexplosion
Learning To FallA best friend isn't someone who you think constantly about. Maybe you think about sometimes but not when your in the shower jacking off that is just not something a person should do. Even if your best friend is the hottest person you have ever seen. But I guess sometimes that kinda thing happens. The hardest thing to tell a best friend is that you are completely and utterly in love with them. And then after you tell them you have to think of what it would do to your friendship. Considering that I have very few friends I can't go around telling them I love 'em. Talk about awkward. So for now to hide the fact that almost every timeLearning To Fall
by ~darlingallie
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